Always to Think Twice

Recently,

I'm so tired,but...

I had a hard time to sleep at night.

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and then,

I struggled to get up on the next day..

So,I got to work LATE in...often...

As expected..I was lectured...

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-Did your Boss scold you?

-No,he just asked me to be punctual.

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Sorry Boss,I know it's my fault.

I'm trying so hard to change it,hopefully you

get to understand how it feels like to me..

Eventually,I was late again one morning..so as usual..

my Boss and I,we had a very early morning 'meeting'.

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Talk

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Talk

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I didn't realize what I was going to say,

until the words was out of my mouth,

I said something that I'm

not suppose to..

In all sudden,I turned mad and that talk went

into some sort of argument of who is wrong and

who is right...

What pushed me up till there? No idea...

What was wrong with me? No idea...

*Well...could be worse*

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Then things get heated...both of us were so mad...

Yet,I wasn't so sure that am I suppose to remain

silent or...what?

I'm not going to post what happened next

as it was so bad that it was out of control.

I felt so bad for all the words that I've

thrown towards him... I'm so 'WTF'!!

This post. A message

"Sha-cho-san,I know that it was my fault,

but I really don't mean for what

I've said...I was just too emotional..nothing

more than that. I'm sorry.

I should have think twice before that.

Now,don't cry over spilled milk...this is so awkward..